I’ve been meaning to post here for the past 2 days, but I have been flaring like crazy. It’s 1:30 in the morning here and it’s the first time in the past 48 hours that I feel almost normal. I know that there are so many people who have different autoimmune diseases, and other diseases for that matter, and I don’t know how people do it. How do you get up in the morning and get ready and go about your day? I want that back in the most desperate way. I do realize that this is depression talking, and that things WILL get better, but for now I just can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I still have a month left before I see the neuromuscular doc for my biopsy results. Has anyone had to wait 2 months for results??? So for now, I just keep taking 2700mg of neurontin a day that does absolutely nothing and wait.
OK, enough with the negative venting! The Big C and I were talking about getting back into shape. I’m limited in what I can do in the way of excercise, and neither one of us ‘likes’ to work out…So, we have a WII. And the kids are always playing games on it, but if we could steal some time on it we want to try out WII fit. I was reading my fav blogs today and came across this post from Marijke from Help My Hurt and I had to laugh. Check out her blog, she has some really great information for anyone with chronic pain.
And that brings me to National Invisible Chronic Illness Awareness Week. I wanted to write about this on Monday, see above, lol. My bloggin friend Connie will be speaking this week and I sure hope I didn’t miss it. But if I did, I heard that it will all be archived, so that is cool. I will be checking it out tomorrow, God willing, I WILL NOT BE FLARING SO HARD!!! There. That will work I’m sure. There was something else I wanted to write but my head is full of mush so I’m signing out. Peace.
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