I am in the process of getting a new treatment this week. It’s called IVIg and it’s exciting and it sucks. When I say it sucks, it’s because I’m the lucky ‘50%’ that the nurse said would get a killer headache. It’s the worst one I’ve ever had. I am banking so much on this to give me some good days that I’m so afraid it won’t work. I’ve had two straight days of infusion, sitting in the chair for 7 hours praying. Today was the third and last day for this month and in true Michelle form, we overslept. Both of us. We got ready as fast as we could and jumped in the car. Big C called the infusion nurse who told us it was too late (we would have been an hour late) she said she was alone today and if I came I would throw off the afternoon schedule. Sooo, I go back on Friday. Well, my body decided to go into full flare, and something else I’ve never felt before. The new ‘good’ cells must be in full attack mode of my bad cells. I am red, head to toe, have the worst headache ever and hurt EVERYWHERE.
This is not a good post, not my best writing for sure. I’m having a hard time seeing right now. I just wanted to check in, let everyone know I’m still alive. All my Facebook friends, I’m alive! I just don’t have the strength to even get on the computer. It’s hurting my eyes. I’m missing talking to everyone!! Oh and Miss M-you are so wonderful too!! I saw your comment on the picture from my phone. Love you! Miss E-I got your postcard, thank you! I love you!! You know I’ve been really sick and out of touch when I’m using my blog post like an email….
I’m posting a video I found about a woman’s experience with her IVIG treatment while she’s getting her infusion. It is not me in the video =) I’ll be back after my ‘intermission’. I’m praying that tomorrow I feel human.