Counting my blessings

Counting my blessings

I love this shot.  I really kicked up the contrast and colors, but even with no touch up, it is a pretty flower.  These past few months for us as a family have been extremely challenging.  Lot’s of illness, family issues, money, surgeries, pain, I need to come back to simple to get through all of this.  As usual my Big C is amazing, incredibly helpful, he is my biggest fan.  I’m his although he says he loves me more.  pffff, haha.

I’m recovering from one of the worst intestinal bugs I’ve ever had.  It’s been about 2 weeks and I’m FINALLY starting to be able to keep food down.  Well, I lost weight!!  I’ve been stuck at a certain weight for 3 months now and this illness got me down 14 pounds, woot! I wouldn’t recommend the ‘barf and poop off the pounds plan’ but I got it for free so I’ll take it.  🙂  I went through a high fever and much pain and my mind would roll and roll whether I was awake or not.  I remember thinking, Is pain an emotion?  At time when the pain and sickness is so bad that I don’t think I can do it for one more minute-I can feel the depression like a physical pain. And when my body starts to heal of course the cloud gets lifted and even the pain doesn’t feel so bad.  You’ll have to excuse my ‘whoooaaaa’ little epiphanies, my brain is running behind a little bit.  I’m taking it minute by minute and getting back to simple. Family, flowers, all the things that make you smile.

OK. I’m coming back. Again.

until next time

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