This is a story about my dad. He has Alzheimer’s. But he is much more than that.
When I was little my parents got divorced and I lived with my mother and my brother lived with my dad mostly. I always idolized my dad. Probably because I didn’t live with him, but he could [...]
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I was going to write a post and as i was going through my
blog I came across this one from 2 years ago and it is
exactly what i was going to say. I feel like I’m on a treadmill
that’s going backwards.
It’s safe [...]
It’s been five days since i’ve been off all of my pain meds and man oh man I am so regretting that. And then I’m not. I did it. It took a couple of months but I am pain med free and maybe, just maybe I will get the correct meds and the correct [...]
And breakfast and lunch. My hands are shaking so badly right now it’s near impossible to type. sigh. I am still undecided if going off my pain meds was a good idea or not. It’s really hard to think clearly when you are in withdrawal. And the same goes for pain. When you [...]
I’m sick. I know this much. My headache is finally gone, it feels gone. Is it gone? I keep rolling over, trying to go back to sleep. He’s shaking me. Do you know who I am???? Over and over again. I just pull away. All I want to do is sleep while I can. [...]