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I can’t believe we are halfway through the year and I’m still pretty much holding down my bed. There are SO many things that; have happened/are happening/are going to happen, it is overwhelming at times. I can’t post about them specifically as they are family issues, but the stress has all but immobilized me. [...]
I have dropped off the radar again. Not intentionally; the days just seem to meld into one long day, and I’ve been so sick, time is getting away from me. I haven’t talked to my best friend in at least a month. Again, not intentionally. I’ve written so many ‘I’m sorry’ emails in the past, I just don’t know what to say anymore. I feel extrememly guilty about isolating, but at the same time, I can’t seem to stop. I had a horrible realization a few days ago, and it was-I make it through each day and try and get well enough to make it to my next doctor visit. I actually missed my last one. I couldn’t get out of bed so C went and picked up my prescriptions. This is no way to live, I feel powerless to change it. Between non-stop flaring and being a momma, I have no time for anything anymore. Facebook, my Christian groups, Flickr, television, nada. For those who aren’t computer-heads it’s not much of a big deal, but the computer has become part of my life since becoming ill. It’s my ticket out into civilization, lol. Continue reading Depressed and optimistic, is that possible? I’ve been meaning to post here for the past 2 days, but I have been flaring like crazy. It’s 1:30 in the morning here and it’s the first time in the past 48 hours that I feel almost normal. I know that there are so many people who have different autoimmune diseases, and other [...] since I’ve posted anything! The bean says that ain’t cool, and you can tell by the goggles-she’s cool. These last few weeks have been full of flares and sleep. Not a lot of fun, and sure not postworthy unless I wanted to get on here and whine-aaaaarrrrgh! I’m gonna whine a [...] |
    
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