Browsed by
Tag: MRI

Depressed and optimistic, is that possible?

Depressed and optimistic, is that possible?

 

I have dropped off the radar again.  Not intentionally;  the days just seem to meld into one long day, and I’ve been so sick, time is getting away from me.  I haven’t talked to my best friend in at least a month.  Again, not intentionally.  I’ve written so many ‘I’m sorry’ emails in the past, I just don’t know what to say anymore.  I feel extrememly guilty about isolating, but at the same time, I can’t seem to stop.  I had a horrible realization a few days ago, and it was-I make it through each day and try and get well enough to make it to my next doctor visit.  I actually missed my last one.  I couldn’t get out of bed so C went and picked up my prescriptions.  This is no way to live, I feel powerless to change it.

Between non-stop flaring and being a momma, I have no time for anything anymore.  Facebook, my Christian groups, Flickr, television, nada.  For those who aren’t computer-heads it’s not much of a big deal, but the computer has become part of my life since becoming ill.  It’s my ticket out into civilization, lol.

Read More Read More

the results are in…

the results are in…

Well, I got the results back from my MRI and there are no lesions!!!! That means no MS. I talked to my neuro’s nurse who had me up the dose on my Lyrica, and they are setting up a referral for me to get a punch biopsy done to check for small fiber neuropathy.

%d bloggers like this: