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I’m frustrated and pissed. This post has no happy ending. With that said- I’m completely off all pain meds. Not just narcotic but all. I am still on the fence as to whether it was a ‘good idea’ to go off of narcotic pain meds. I don’t have that sick poison feeling anymore but [...] It’s been five days since i’ve been off all of my pain meds and man oh man I am so regretting that. And then I’m not. I did it. It took a couple of months but I am pain med free and maybe, just maybe I will get the correct meds and the correct [...]
I have dropped off the radar again. Not intentionally; the days just seem to meld into one long day, and I’ve been so sick, time is getting away from me. I haven’t talked to my best friend in at least a month. Again, not intentionally. I’ve written so many ‘I’m sorry’ emails in the past, I just don’t know what to say anymore. I feel extrememly guilty about isolating, but at the same time, I can’t seem to stop. I had a horrible realization a few days ago, and it was-I make it through each day and try and get well enough to make it to my next doctor visit. I actually missed my last one. I couldn’t get out of bed so C went and picked up my prescriptions. This is no way to live, I feel powerless to change it. Between non-stop flaring and being a momma, I have no time for anything anymore. Facebook, my Christian groups, Flickr, television, nada. For those who aren’t computer-heads it’s not much of a big deal, but the computer has become part of my life since becoming ill. It’s my ticket out into civilization, lol. Continue reading Depressed and optimistic, is that possible? since I’ve posted anything! The bean says that ain’t cool, and you can tell by the goggles-she’s cool. These last few weeks have been full of flares and sleep. Not a lot of fun, and sure not postworthy unless I wanted to get on here and whine-aaaaarrrrgh! I’m gonna whine a [...] |
    
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